I lost my wife

Last month my wife, partner, best friend and love of my life of over 25 years, unexpectedly passed away.
No warning at all. She wasn't sick, seemed fine, and we had great service the night before.
And just like that, I lose her and my life and world have been flipped upside down.
Our child is still just a teenager.
I miss her so much.
She was my world.
Please don't take the one you love for granted.
Tomorrow is not promised.
This is the first holiday season without her in 25 years
My heart aches..
This will be the last thread of her, to say goodbye to wifelovers

So sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you all.

Sorry for your loss....

Thank you

Soo sorry for you and your teenagers loss.

I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you can find some peace and eventually healing during this very difficult process. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Thank you...I miss her so much.. started therapy for my child and I last night. Still doesn't even seem real..

That’s terrible to hear Js. My heart goes out to you and family Way way to young and soon Not near enough memories Thanks for letting us know

Thank you Clyde. Only 47 yrs old.

So sorry for your loss, way too young. My heart goes out to you, your child and all that knew and cared for her.

I've been with my wife over 30 years. We both are retired. I can't imagine living alone without her.
My heart goes out to you and your family.

Condolences

I’m so sorry for your lost.
I hope your happy memories will still give you some comfort.
It’s hard when you lose someone special to you.
We will keep your family in our prayers for peace.

Thank you mrscountrygirl..
Mnmike, its hard to imagine. I should have had another 20 yrs with her

Sorry for you loss too. I do remember her posts. She had a lot on the nude beaches. I'd comment on her when I'd see her.

That's way too young for her. It'll be a tough time for you both. Hope the therapy helps. Looks like you have lots of great memories from her poses at least. However losing the love of your life that young will difficult.

Condolences to you and the family on your loss.

JSBB, my daughter and I experienced the same situation in 2010. We were married 30 years, she was 48 when she past.
My deepest condolences to you and your daughter.

The nights are the hardest to endure. I recommend you place a framed photo of your wife on your night stand. Light a candle next to her picture to light her way home. Eventually you will be able to sleep peacefully at night knowing she is at Peace.

Google "Pixie's Train," This will help you and your daughter understand that her Life journey has come to a stop and it was time for her to onboard.

Oh my, I am really sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your young family. May the memories of your wife be a blessing to you.

My condolences. She looks like a lady who'd want you to carry on and be happy. She shared, it is nw time you carry that forward.
BEst wishes and best of luck to you and your family.

My deepest sympathies to you and family....

I’m so sorry for your loss

There use to be a gentleman here with the name jj40. His wife and Rachel were good friends so I got to know jj and his wife pretty well too. jj40 was the one who introduced me to this site. Well, he was at his son's high school basketball game one evening a few years ago and very suddenly collapsed from a massive heart attack. He was gone before the EMTs got there. jj appeared to be in great shape before that. He exercised daily and did some bicycling, hiking and jogging. Not fat at all. Had just seen his doctor a month prior and things were fine. He was in his early 50s. Way too young.

As you put it: Please don't take the one you love for granted.
Tomorrow is not promised.

VERY true words. I still miss jj40, the cocky but lovable little guy. A tear is forming in my eye as I type this.

Texasgent, you described what I feel exactly about the night being the worst. It definitely is.
Im glad you remember her Midwest, hope you enjoyed.
I appreciate everyone's well wishes.
Thank you

Yeah, I enjoyed that she was out there completely nude for others to see her on the beach. I'm jealous as my wife wouldn't do that. I'm sure you got hard watching her being exposed and it lead to hot sex when you got back home, Maybe you didn't even make it home and had to do her in the car!

Lol
It was my wife's idea to start going lol
Yeah definitely loved other men checking her out, a highlight indeed.
Yeah we'd make it home lol
The sex was always incredible

Great that it was her idea. I'm sure you both were so revved up from seeing her exposed to so many! You will have lots of fun memories.

53 years of marriage here and we dated 2 years before being married. Sadly my wife passed after an 18 month battle with cancer. This is a difficult time for you and I hope your memories of your wife carry you through. Looks like she was a lot of fun.

So sorry for your loss. My brother died two months ago. Was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and in 10 days he was dead. They say it's a silent killer and they're right. As much as I love my brother, I love my wife more. I can't even imagine the pain you feel. I'll take your advice and make an effort to appreciate my wife more. Like you, she's everything to me.

So sorry, guys..
I appreciate you sharing

May she rest in peace.

I feel your pain JSBB, I really do.

I am so sorry for your great loss

Thank you Mike,rodrey...

Sorry for your loss

Thank you 60sxy

There really are no words...I am sorry. I understand as well. My young son and I were alone many years. Focus on your kids. Some things There is no getting better. Only understanding some. Truth is..5 years from now when you think you are OK, something will remind you. A location or item. And you will unexpectedly crumble and it never really gets better. Keep God and children close is all you can do. Stand strong even though you feel like falling over. Your children need you to be the rock now more than ever.

Thank you so much for the kind words mistified. Yes I'm doing all that I can right now to be that rock. But I've cried everyday since its happened. It's been only 1 month..

Sorry for your loss

What a terrible, terrible story to read. I feel your pain brother. I really do.

The loss of a parent, close friend and especially a child can be about as devastating an experience as you can have. But nothing, and I mean nothing, can compare to losing your wife. Or husband I assume. You always think you will go first, which is most men's preference. Unfortunately that is not always the case.

You might think that time you cried when you were 10 when you wrecked your bike and got an arm and leg full of road rash would be the last time you will ever cry. You will be 11 soon and will be a man. Crying is for little boys and sissy's.

But when you have lost your best friend, your soulmate, your wife, someone who has been by your side for decades, you can't help yourself. The pain is so devastating,you were unaware that such pain even existed. But it does. And it will unexpectedly strike you at any time and any place.

You will wake up in the middle of the night and have completely forgotten that she is gone. You scoot your butt back expecting to make contact with her and make it easier for the both of you to sleep. But you don't connect with her. Then you remember. Instantly that terrible pain that you have lived with since the angels took her away, returns. It is unbearable. The tears flow, even if you don't want them to. You are powerless to stop them. You lay there all alone and miss her with every fiber of your soul.

You ask why? You were willing to die in her place. You would rather be dead than be forced to live without her. But your prayers go unanswered. And so you just lay there all alone, night after night, talking to her like she is still there. It helps. It really does.

I wish I could tell you that the pain goes away. But it doesn't. It just gradually decreases. At least that is something. Maybe in time it does greatly decrease. I hope for your sake, it does. I will pray for you.

how sad for you to lose your best friend and lover and wife

God Bless

There is a system called Grief Share that helps people through the grieving process.

JSB, so much mention of feeling pain and grief, but it best you begin to realize she is gone and nothing you do or hear others say will bring her back.
Look up "Pixie's Train." and listen to it openly to fully understand that each and everyone of Us are on a Life's journey/train ride.
Move forward, do not dwell or stand still (She would not want you to live in misery)
Start inviting another Lady or different Ladies out for a movie date or dinner (possibly a close friend. Dating will not mean you never loved your wife nor that you do not miss her. It's just part of the healing. Just be cautious not to rush into a serious relationship until you know you are ready.

My condolences to you and your family. She is a gorgeous sexy woman!!!

So sorry for your loss, stay strong.

Sorry for your loss.

My sincerest sympathies and condolences.

Stay strong!

Godspeed

goodnight JSB, may you sleep better tonight han the nights before.
Please share Pixie's Train with your daughter

I recommend Pixie's Train for anyone who ever feels the pain of a loss One.

Hey man I offer my sincere condolences on your lost and bravery of speaking up on this site. Aside from everything we do and say here pls accept and find some comfort from the well wishes and appreciation not only for your wife but for you..I admire and support therapy for your son and even for you if required. Pls hold strong and dont ever be afraid to seek help. May your wife continue to Sleep peacefully...And yes never take things or the one you love for granted...

So many good reads here.. I appreciate all the well wishes from everyone.
Thank you
This is the hardest thing I will ever go through. The pain and grief is like nothing I've ever felt.

I can't imagine what you are going through right now. I hope that the good memories of her will soon take over from the pain you are feeling. Our condolences to you and yours....

Thank you mrsbr..

jsbbwwife so sorry for your loss. She was very sexy lady. Would love to email you.

I am so sorry for your loss. She is a beautiful sexy woman full of adventure. You were so blessed to have that in a spouse. I can't imagine the pain and deep loss you feel. Just know I'm praying for you and your child. May you find reflection and peace in her memories this holiday season.

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I hope the best for you and your family this holiday season. You and your wife will be missed on the website but that means nothing in the grand scheme of things. Hang in there and much love to you and your family.

Thank you so much guys

so sorry for you friend....this is a beautiful tribute to your beautiful wife...you were blessed with 25 years...may peace find you n be with you.

Thank you

That's heavy. Sorry for your loss. Keep your head up. Lost mine in 2021 after 33 years. It's still hard but getting better

Thank you iridered..
Sorry for your loss as well..

Good morning JSB,
I hope you slept well. A picture of her next to a lit candle (candle enclosed jar) really helps/gives You a peace of mind. You fall asleep peacefully and if yu wake up in the middle of the night, you do not wake up in total darkness, then you can fall peacefully asleep again.

When I lost my loved one, I tossed and turned with depression the first few nights. My sister spoke to me of a picture and candle. It worked for me. Oh, I still found myself silently crying from time to time but my sleep was more peaceful.

After a few nights of lit candle sleep, I found myself in a dream. I was at a movie theater in a fetal position in a dark corner. Then I felt a presence, afraid to look up I saw a hand reach out to me. Suddenly I knew it was my wife's hand. She spoke, "let's go home babe." I reached up and cupped her hand. I woke up, but I woke up believing she was now Home and at peace. My healing began knowing she was in a better place. I began to realize I had a daughter who needed her father.

Yes, there will be things that will trigger tears due to her loss but there will also be happy tears and laughter of fond memories.

JSB, remember, moving forward does not mean you never loved nor miss Her. Life keeps moving, it stops for no one. Your daughter needs her dad's strength.

Thank you so much texasgent..
I have plans to do that very thing with the candle on her dresser..

HOLY CHIT JS ...only 47 ... so sorry for you and your kids . Stay strong , you can do this , especially for the kids !

I can’t even imagine.

Js,I use to post pictures of my wife then. But can't since she passed. Doesn't seem right. Can I ask why you still post since your lady passed?

iridered2005. Maybe it's just a way for him to say good bye to the one's that liked seeing her.

Hey iridered.. Just like sandmsexxxx suggested, its a way for us to say goodbye to wifelovers.
She enjoyed being posted here.

JSB, you are welcome.

I'm with sand, its a way to say goodbye. She was a regular poster who enjoyed being posted. So its a tribute to her. Also its a thrill for him to show her off too. I'm sure seeing her posted gets him going. So do as you please. I enjoyed seeing her sexy body. Nice sneaky areolas peeks in that top.

So very sorry jsbb. Hang in there, especially for your child.

My condolences on your loss.
Loosing your life companion is rough.
It happened to a friend of mine.
Held it together for their family but feeling were numb. After 18 months went through a 'mad' period of family holidays and then dating.
Came out the other side OK.
But most widowers I heard of seem to marry within a few years. Not always with the best results. Teenagers can be hard, I wish you well there. Counselling may help, but hard to get them to go.
Good luck to both of you.

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